A hundred million bombs

So why, when I have a million other things to be doing right now, do I pause to indulge in an entry. Because if I don't then I will never remember how it felt to be so tired and exhausted that I just wanted to hit things. I almost threw my brand new computer against the wall today? Why? Because the internet was slow. We are all toddlers essentially...go go go go until we can't go any more and we start to get grumpy, red cheeked, and aggressive when all we really need is our moms to pin us down kicking and screaming on their laps and rock us to sleep.
I'm so tired that I couldn't hear anything in class. It takes me five minutes to write a coherent sentence, But I'm afraid if i take a nap now, I'll never wake up again.